i get it...

I get that you're excited for me to come home. I've been missing you all too.

but just remember I'm saying goodbye to a place that I love so much, I'm saying goodbye to a temporary life that I've so hard at and I'm saying goodbye to people and friendships that mean the world to me.

So I get that you're excited- and I am too, but please, get that a little part of me is not.